After all’s said and done, we are alive and breathing.

Humans are difficult.. fight through the harshest physical obstacles but defeated by emotions.

Stay on course.  If it were easy, everybody would be doing it.  Do you truly add value to whatever you do?

If not, find out how you can and will, or do something else.

Whodat??

Always prepared myself for the worst.

I’ll try being positive this time.

Dark theme is back.

This whole going it alone thing is new.  I’ve always had someone.

How long can I last?

Will my experience prove that no man is an island?

Or will I prove that anything is possible, as long as you put your mind to it?

As always, too many questions and too few answers.

Only one way to find out.

Lots of things to write about, but none suitable for public consumption.. yet.

Excuse me for a few moments while I take a new direction in life.

People always ask me “Where would you rather be?”

It doesn’t matter, I think.  With proper effort, anyone can succeed anywhere.

That said, I am gonna make the best of this opportunity.

This holiday was everything I hoped for and more.

Time with friends.

More time with family.

A few more important people to see, and I wrap up this chapter of my life.

Damn.

Emo sia.

..ok haven’t been so productive.  Eat, drink, sleep, drive.  Friends, family.  But what more can one ask for, in Malaysia?  Racial/religious harmony?  Hehe justkiddinglol.

Hard to blog; too much thoughts, too little organization.

Be back soon.

New year, new decade.

New life, new challenges.

So good to meet up with all old kakis in Malaysia.

Time to be productive again!

I seemed to be happier before.

Is it a side-effect of growing up?

Becoming incapable of being as happy as you used to be?

Dude.

This sucks.

Nothing really matters… to me.

Mmmmmmmmm.

..I’m gonna forget how to smile.

To be patient.

To be kind.

To love.

It’s 2004 all over again.

Either there’s something wrong with the world, or there’s something wrong with me.

I blame the world :}

Our electrical superintendent is a genius when it comes to electrical stuff.

But he’s had 2 divorces so far, and is with his 3rd wife.

He doesn’t call them “wives” anymore.

He calls them Plaintiff #1, Plaintiff #2, Plaintiff #3.

AHAhahahahhahahahahahh :D:D:D:D:D

C’mon c’mon.

Impossible is nothing.

Please please please please work out ><

@&#^%*.

I can’t shut my eyes.

I can’t go to sleep.

Miranda Kerr. Topless. Thong.

Emma Watson. Wet. Exposed.

&@$*%*&#%!!!

I NEED TO SLEEP.. AHH…

I’ve been seeing lots of people write about being tired. If you can’t beat ‘em, join ‘em.

I’m tired.

People work 9 to 5. I work 5 to 9.

Forget gym. I get a better workout at work. Walking, climbing, stretching, lifting stuff that weighs slightly less than I do.

My arms officially don’t look like they belong to me. I have Middle Eastern arms now.

I need to sleep now. Another 16-hour day tomorrow. Hopefully not.

Stay strong, everyone.

Warning: NSFW

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I was asked to write some comments about my job during a training session today.

I wrote:

“Accommodate individual goals as much as possible, because building wind farms isn’t a job; it’s a life.”